Forever Lost, Never Forgotten

Walking in, new and meek
Walking through the strong and weak
I meet a friend, we share a laugh
Then I feel, the seniors wrath

I come back daily, into the cave
I'm told to work tall, to walk brave
I try and I fail, the price i now pay
Others watch, nothing to say

I cant understand, why nobody will pray
Why everyone pretends that's its all okay
Each day i grow harder, farther from nice
Knowing each day that i must pay the price

I give up the hope, that things will change
I let it happen from pupils, seeing no change
The teachers don't trust me, the parents don't listen
Cause who ever listens to a child, of no position

I stick up for the next prey, the one they seek
Another me, coming forward meek
I pay again, the price of protection
I look at the world, but an infection

I walk out the doors into a world so big
I want to hide in a hole, and just dig
I walk through the forest, the maze of life
I walk all alone, taking on the strife

I look on others who share my pain
I feel their loath, their need for gain
I hurt even more, to see them suffer
I want nothing more, then to make them tougher

I find myself lost, while helping them around
I find myself missing, while others are found
I bring up the hurt, the weak and the wary
I fall further into the dark and scary.

I know now through years of pain
That I am forever Lost, forever maim
I look at the strong, who were once weak
They have never forgotten, the one who was meek

I go through each day, wondering why
I look at my scares, and into the sky
I cry for the others, i know are scared
I scream into the darkness, to be prepared

I reach out to help, the others in pain
I cant seem to reach, my being remained
Hidden in the world, so large and cruel
But somewhere deep inside, is someone cool

They know who I am, they know who i was
They know I why I helped, they know it was cause
They cared enough, to say a small prayer
Forever Lost, Never forgotten